you are at a definite low point right now, but that means that things will get better. It’s ok to be sad at the state of things. it’s ok to miss touch. You already know things ended for a reason. It’s ok to be depressed for a bit. Try to take care of yourself and treat yourself as though you were someone you were responsible for. you’ll get through this.

it isn’t, I’m hosting a private gitea instance on a home computer.

omg that reminds me of late nights playing left for dead 2. what a blast!

that looks like a lot of fun to play with friends

you already have a cloud flare tunnel, so you can add a new entry for a domain and point it to another service. cloud flare handles the encryption. for docker, I have my reverse proxy on port 80 doing the routing and the docker route is http://localhost/